Getting Less Good at Pretending 1.25.2024
When I was 22 years old, I knew everything. At this point in my life, I understand E.P. Sander’s humorous observation about the Pharisees “We now know considerably less about the Pharisees than we did one hundred years ago.” My caveat, I know considerably less about everything, than I did 40 years ago. That is the very reason to work hard at getting better at the central task of preaching. For this commitment to take hold, one of the first things we must do, me as well as you is to get less good at pretending. You know what I mean. Making statements about facts; without any facts. Affirming loudly in public, issues we are confused about privately. Drawing conclusions we do not own, through lack of study.
If our hermeneutics are solid, our exegesis accurate, and our explanation of the text is focused on known knowns and known unknowns, and less upon pious genuflections to some mystical meta-language-plain sense of the text, the first and, perhaps essential result will be humility. There are times when this humility will be very personal, stating “I don’t know.” This does not mean that a fact or matter of interpretation is unknown or unknowable. It simply indicates that I, at this time, do not know. There are ways to rectify this insufficiency.
1. Study.
2. Acquire new tools to pursue #1 above.
3. Consider new hypotheses to for using #2 above, in pursuit of #1, above.
4. Cheat.
Clearly, I would not advocate #4, but we have colleagues who both advocate and pursue strategy 4. Don’t be that person.
We want to be prepared when we preach. That preparation is an outcome. The only path to that outcome is to do the work. If you don’t want to do the work the only other paths are those of least resistance, all of which require significant amounts of pretending because your mastery of the text and topic of the message in question will be superficial.
It is pretentious and arrogant to parrot knowledge that you have not earned. It is far better to do the work adding incrementally to your own partial or emerging understanding than to trot out someone else’s expertise.
This, in part, explains the kind of hubris I ascribed to my younger self. When we are just starting out, we have a more complete mastery of the material at our disposal—we have just learned it! We are still dispensing information we have spent many years gathering in our formal education. Through preaching and ministering in a changing world with the presses pumping out new information at an ever-increasing pace, with new scholars entering the relevant fields, and older scholars finally publishing their magnum opuses the young preacher can quickly fall behind. And the knee-jerk reaction is to start cutting corners rather than committing fully to a program of lifelong learning.
Once the learning stops—the pretending begins. Once the pretending begins, borrowing without attribution becomes easier. Reading is essential to intellectual growth. Yes, there are times when we will need to quote an authority. There are times when we will find a turn of phrase, we have encountered in our reading works well in a sermon. Quote and attribute. Properly citing the work of others in either writing or preaching is about as hard as you want to make it. It is not esoteric, mysterious, or necessarily complex. If you quote too often, people may begin to wonder whether you have any original thoughts. If you seldom quote or discuss the gleanings from your research people might get the impression that you don’t think you need any guidance. We develop a healthy balance through a well-rounded reading program that forms our intellect while keeping us posted on the relevant developments in our area of expertise—domain knowledge.
If you are not growing very soon you will find your own spiritual hunger so dominant that you will find it difficult to provide a well-rounded diet for your congregation. It is at this point that we each must decide. I can Change for the better by being more diligent in my studies; or begin I can pretend. Once the pretending begins it is very difficult to stop.
You must be your own person. In the study. In the pulpit. While working in the other areas of ministry. You will find yourself needing periodical reassessment, realignment, and recalibration. Through that process, you will find a renaissance and yes, reformation.
In bringing this essay to a close let me recommend a method that I have found helpful. Every preacher needs, as early as possible in their career, to choose a “lifetime research project.” Something to focus on beyond the yearly, monthly, and weekly cycles of preparation. In the early ‘90s, the Third Quest for the Historical Jesus was well underway. After reading some of the literature in that area of study (which juxtaposes the Synoptic Problem, Historical Criticism, and emerging Social-Science Biblical criticism) I decided that this would be my ongoing lifetime project. I particularly chose it because I was going to preach from one of the Gospels every year anyway and this meant that there would be a natural season for returning to this, for me, never-ending project. You may choose something else. Pauline studies perhaps? Maybe the Catholic epistles? The choice is yours, the point being to be continuously engaged in some kind of rigorous studies. You will complement this work with supplementary projects that add to your arsenal of information. This becomes your storehouse for illustration and expansion in your preaching.
Your knowledge and understanding is your storehouse of knowledge and wisdom. You store this information in folders, cards, and notebooks. In Word documents and PDF documents, hard drives, and floppies. This work will keep you humble. You will find that the world is filled with smart people. Some agree with you, but many don’t—you can learn from all of them. As you know and understand more you will find that your own thinking, writing, and preaching are becoming clearer. You will be an “unashamed workman”, and you won’t have to ever pretend.